God Exists

I was sliding throughout past text messages today when I stopped on an old friends number. I read only our last conversation, which consisted of now more than 2 messages, from Valentines Day..3 months ago. We hadn't spoken to each other in 12 weeks...where does time go? The conversation is sad...talking only about our drifting friendship and how much we miss each other. I couldn't stop wishing we'd come back together and become as close as we were before.

And the weirdest thing happened...

An hour later I got a text. I saw the little whale emoji next to her name and I smiled. She texted me, telling me how much she missed me and was coming to visit this upcoming weekend. I couldn't believe it. Its like God heard my thoughts and made it happen. I'm excited to finally catch up with this extremely dear friend of mine this Sunday. :)


God...You are oh so good. :)

Me, Myself, and I.

So it hit me today.

I realized something.. It's how critical I am about myself. I seriously think negative thoughts about myself everyday. All the time. Typically i think about how I look fat, my nose is big, my hair is crazy, I'm too stupid, blah. All bad stuff. But today I started thinking about how I have all these different sides of myself. I'm shy at times, I'm crazy sometimes, I can be sexy, or sweet, confident or self conscious. Smart and completely clueless. I am a really well rounded person. And when I thought good things about myself..I realized how weird it was for me to be thinking positive thoughts. Constantly I criticize things I say or do, or the way I look.

So this is my idea...

I've been looking for an idea of something to blog about. And this just came to me. I could keep an update on my life..in thinking positively about myself. As soon as I think something negative I'll try to stop and think positively instead. It'll be like a challenge to myself.

So goodnight all. I'll update you on day 1 :)


Wish me luck!

ZOMBIES!!

Call of Duty probably causes more issues between couples than anything else. I seriously cannot stand watching Nick play zombies. And it seems that this game has brainwashed every guy. Soo...let's just sue the company that mass produces the game. k?

Jerks. :P

To Blog or Not to Blog

I've always been interested in blogging. I don't know much about it. I dot even know what to write about. But Julie and Julia really made me wanna start one.
So to learn how, I googled.
Weird right? If I wanna blog shouldn't I know what to write about?
Regardless, I'm blogging. :)
I really can't wait to see where this goes!